Telegram is like group therapy but no one gets better.

In 15 days of not posting anything, 19 people left the channel
Wow

Aur kya ho gaya, jo tujhe is dafa
Na mili pyaari si pariyon ki vo kahani?

Aur tum yun pareshan ho kyun?
Hai jaadugari aaj bhi, tere dil mei hai baaki

Aur in kaagazon mei kahi ek gul h
Jo aise tera intezaar kr rha hai

Ye Gul h teri vo hasi, kahan kho gayi?
Ye bata, khilegi kabhi


Aayega ek din
Jab unki raatein yun na mehfoos hongi
Tere, tere bin aise, tu dekh lena
Teri kami tab unko mehsoos hogi
Mujhe, mujhe hai pata yeh

Kbhi bhi self doubt jaise thoughts aaye na try listening to this song, has been my therapy since the time it got released

This song has stayed with me in all my lows & highs & the stanza i sent u upar is my favourite on and i cry whenever i hear it but it makes me realise that i should never lose my charm because of someone else not being able to match my charm

I am me and i love and I deserve love

https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivemTXTn27PwVjtd0oqDs?si=CB8b-ocoR920zk4BqOZcWw

Ye wala era yaad aa rha h suddenly raat ke 3:35 pr

Oh fuck, recalling this gives chills

uhm uhm

Lmao this sounds scary & funny both at the same time rn

Nostalgia 2

Once I was a child, they broke a little heart so many times now I don’t feel anything, all I live in is anxiety
I had a smile everyone around me loved to see, now my eyebrows are always down, there’s no happiness on my face

I had charming kiddo eyes but they have cried so much now all i have left is red swelling in my eyes which i hate seeing

I hate the person i have become, i used to be cute, i used to be mesmerising now i m just a little piece of shit that’s all filled with nothing but anxiety & depression

Panic attacks are the new normal & crying myself to sleep has become the part of my schedule

Don't fear abondonment ....and being in fear never change yournature and prrsonality for them
Don't please people

SELF RESPECT >>>

Feels like i’m both not enough & too much at the same time