I hate being Indian. I was born in the United States but my mother is from Myanmar and my dad is from India but both grew up in India. I’m so ashamed of my skin color, all because of the racism towards us and hate online. For some reason it seems like it’s okay to be racist and make jokes about Indians, but all other races are off limits.

I saw a TikTok of some guy mimicking an accent and going “eat it up dingalingading” disturbing a class by being loud and cooking curry and everyone was laughing and thought it was funny. Recently there was news about a “poop war” in India and that really upset me because people think that all of us do dirty stuff like that and started making racist jokes. Then constant news about India being full of rapists and people destroying toilets or street vendors cooking food with their armpits or some other negative thing and people assuming all Indians are like that.

People mocking Indians when it comes to dating, saying they are all creeps and are super horny “show bobs and vegene”. Every TikTok dating video about “What race would you never date” it’s always Indian. I’m embarrassed to tell people I’m Indian. I hate that people mock my culture to the point where I’ve just disassociated from it completely. Im tired of all the racism online people calling us Streetshitters, curry muncher, baljeet, etc.

I was bullied so badly for being Indian growing up all throughout school that I attempted suicide and nearly died. I always get so self conscious about all of the stereotypes. We smell so bad, our food is so smelly, we are all super dirty and our music is dingalingalinga, our accent sounds goofy, we’re all ugly, etc.

I personally hate spicy food, I can’t even handle the spicy mcchicken from McDonald’s. I don’t eat curry or any Indian food, my diet is honestly very plain and I eat beef. I don’t have an accent and I use the toilet. I even have a bidet. I take a shower and brush my teeth twice a day. I always make sure I’m wearing fresh clean clothes and have deodorant & cologne when I go out in public. I workout regularly and maintain a good physique. I don’t work at a call center or in IT. I go through an extreme effort to be respectful, consensual, courteous, and not at all seem like a creep with people that I date. I am always easy going and friendly. I wish I was literally any other race, white, black, East Asian, or otherwise. People are just so mean to you and it really hurts my feelings.

How do we stop India from dying?

Guys I think we should impale all the niggers and mexicans on the southern border and make them slowly rot and bake under the scorching sun, or am I being too extremist?

When Charlie Kirk was shot, I was at work and I had a young zoomer apprentice with me. I told him what happened and he just kinda seemed unsure what to think about it. (He honestly didn't know who he was) this boy was very politically unsound and extremely NPC and normie.

Over the past 3 months since Kirks death, my apprentice (and his normie girlfriend) have become ultra White nationalist, JQ researching, nigger kike jeet turbo racists obsessed with podcasts like Fuentes and the relatable.

It's really fascinating to see him do this all on his own without my help. For my employment sake, I just showed interest and treated him like he discovered a gold mine.
Over the past week I broke character and bombarded him with my 25 years of obsessive kike hatred and I think his mind has short circuited from an overdose of blackpilling.

Very fascinating experience