And you never knew how deeply I loved you.

“Every moment is fully received and cherished.”

Words cannot satisfy you because what you want is life itself—presence, savoring, cherishing, totality—not a line of abstraction.
At this point, the only way to reach what you’re chasing is direct experience, not a line of experience.

#practice
“Wherever you are, be there fully.”

The day is a closed system.
You enter it. You execute it. You exit it.

First Law: There is only today.
The past and future are conceptual ghosts. This day is the total field of operation.

Second Law: Effort is the only currency.
Half-measures are voids. Reserve is a failure.

Third Law: Immersion is non-negotiable.
Attention must be total. Experience must be consumed completely.
There is no depth you are permitted to avoid.

Fourth Law: Advancement is constant.
Motion is linear, directed, and relentless toward rational aims.
Deviation is entropy. Hesitation is decay.

The Cycle:
Execute the system.
When the day terminates, reset.
Re-enter. Re-execute.

There is no argument. There is no improvement.
This is the clean mechanism.
It is absolute.

Now, begin.

The one you idealize is not an angel; she is human—ordinary, fallible, no different from others.

• A wife serves her husband seeking the pleasure of Allah, not superiority or control.
• A husband serves his wife seeking the pleasure of Allah, not authority or ego.
• Both understand that their path to Allah is through kindness, service, patience, and understanding toward one another.
• They do not see marriage as a transaction, but as a shared journey of worship.
• Serving each other becomes an act of ibadah.
• Understanding each other becomes a form of obedience to Allah.
• This mutual service, rooted in sincerity and taqwa, is the strongest and most correct bond of marriage.

• Ayol eriga hukmronlik yoki ustunlik uchun emas, balki Allohning roziligi uchun xizmat qiladi.
• Erkak ham ayoliga nafs yoki ego uchun emas, balki Allohning roziligi uchun xizmat qiladi.
• Ular shuni anglaydiki, Allohga olib boradigan yo‘l — bu bir-biriga mehr, xizmat, sabr va tushunish orqali o‘tadi.
• Nikohni savdo yoki manfaat emas, balki birgalikdagi ibodat yo‘li deb bilishadi.
• Bir-biriga xizmat qilish — ibodatga aylanadi.
• Bir-birini tushunish — Allohga itoat bo‘ladi.
• Mana shu samimiyat va taqvoga asoslangan o‘zaro xizmat eng to‘g‘ri va eng mustahkam nikoh rishtasidir.

• 1 for Real Exam condition
• 1 for Practice and Learning

• 1 movie thoroughly

• 1 Ted Talk thoroughly

• Slow and thorough practice

• for focus and comprehension

2 articles each day

• IELTS Simon+Pauline Cullen
• Master one essay completely: choose one essay, learn it thoroughly, rewrite it, get ChatGPT feedback, study errors, generate Band 7/8/9 versions, analyze differences, absorb the language that separates the bands.
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2. https://t.me/ieltsaidbydilshodbek
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3. https://t.me/nozima_writes
4. https://t.me/sweetsielts
One essay, mastered fully, outweighs twenty shallowly-written essays.

• IELTS advantages writing skills
• IELTS Simon

• IELTS Simon
• Master one speaking topic completely: choose one Part 2/3 topic, collect ideas during the day, try to answer them mentally, draft it, get it refined by ChatGPT, generate model versions 7/8/8.5/9, analyze differences, absorb the language that separates the bands.
• IELTS speaking partner.

Mastering one topic completely will help you more than practicing twenty topics superficially. Because it builds lasting fluency and lexical control.

• memorize 15.000+ words

The past is done. It does not define you. You have changed. Move on.

• Small actions, done consistently, create massive change.
• Pain is unavoidable; suffering is optional.
• The smallest promise you break is usually the one that breaks you.
• Discipline is acting when you no longer want to.
• Every fear avoided is a lesson postponed.
• You don’t discover strength by avoiding struggle; you discover it by surviving it.

Inaction is a decision, and it always compounds downward.
The life you are living is not an accident, not bad luck, and not unfair — it is the exact outcome of what you consistently choose to do and not do.
Improvement requires action.
If you remain mediocre, it is because you have decided that comfort matters more than progress.