I can't close my eyes when they're open, and can't open them when they're closed :/

این شکلی:

It's Me after all..
* actually, 21933873829 unread books and add 627 unwatched movies.

چیکار کنم حواسم پرت بشه؟

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Okkk ppl,
U've to know that I don't have access to an unlimited source of fucks!
I can give a fuck to a limited amount of things.
And if u are not on that list, question yourself not my priorities🧋

هرشب یه سینمایی دیدن و قبل خواب زیر نور شمع نوشتن داره تبدیل به ritual جدیدم میشه.
+ روی سرامیک‌های سرد دراز کشیدن و به نورهای قرمز خیره شدن
شاید تنهایی هم بتونم از پسش برییام. با دهن بسته. آدم‌های کم‌تر. حرف کم‌تر. اما نوشتن، دیدن، شنیدن، خوندن و پرسه‌ زدن‌های بیشتر.

Darling, your love is like walking a bed of nails
And I just can't keep on fightin'

somethin' 'bout the night that keep me safe and warm
Just me, the universe and everything I think

پیشو به در خیره شده بود :(

چرا ژانویه تموم نمیشه؟

لطفن زنده بمون تا من بتونم خوشحال باشم :(

گلم مرد.

“There must be quite a few things a hot bath won't cure, but I don't know many of them. Whenever I'm sad I'm going to die, or so nervous I can't sleep, or in love with somebody I won't be seeing for a week, I slump down so far and then I say: 'I'll go take a hot bath.”

the bell jar by sylvia plath
#books