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The Bell Jar (Sylvia Plath) (Z-Library).pdf
The second half of the book, easily makes me cry. like, the whole time, my chest aces for this woman.
In Wait and in Worries
Lake of Tears
How could you let me come here alone?
Leave me to wander this world of stone?
It shatters my dreams and it chills my bones
(Breathe, just breathe)
I think it's time to recognize these demons in my head
They're killing me internally, I know they want me dead
Let's take the time to analyze and get this off my chest
By digging up the skeletons to finally confess
Wait, am I losing it?
There's an itch under my skin
Is this pain another sin?
Wait, am I losing it?
Will this rope around my neck make it easy to forget?
I got no more tears to cry
Under the surface there's
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside of me
So nothing seems to ease my mind, no matter what I try
An endless vicious circle on a loop that won't rewind
I'm outta luck, out of time, is this just all in vain?
I've had enough, I'm giving up, I'm feeling so afraid
Wait, am I losing it?
With no hope, there's nothing left
And you're not afraid of death
Wait, am I losing it?
When you can't rely on faith
Cut this cycle of self-hate
I got no more tears to cry
Under the surface there's
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
I've got no more tears to cry
Under the surface there's
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
I'm cut into pieces, pushed over the edge
Feeling so worthless, god, when will this end?
Every minute a battle, an hour a war
Feeling so helpless, god, when will it end?
Nobody's listening, does nobody care?
I got no more tears to cry
Under the surface there's
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
I've got no more tears to cry
Under the surface there's
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
There's nothing inside
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اندیشهی مستقل داشتن بین آدمها معمولن نتیجهی تنها موندن داره. گرچه انسانی که بتونه روی عقیدهش در دنیای مدرن پافشاری کنه و رفتار گلهای نداشته باشه آنچنان نیازی به تاییدشدن نداره. همواره ما در دنیا به داشتن انسانهایی که خط قرمز رفتاری متفاوتی دارن نیاز داشتیم.
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Cause of death: 1. Anxiety 2. Body shaming These two, are gonna kill me :)
Cause of death: social anxiety & being short-tempered
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