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🎀ut why? For what purpose do I continue to bring invisible benefits? A discarded fruit peel that tries to force itself into the ground to merge with it and create the same fruits, from which their skins will be peeled off. Oh, no! I don't want to think about all sorts of nonsense again. I want to go home so badly.

🎀an I somehow save thoughts here as well, as in my own memory? Everything except my thoughts and memories may be lost. If I don't remember the past, it doesn't mean it didn't exist. I know. It was, and it is still somewhere "there" — in some fragment of my brain. Like a birthday gift that is desperately hidden so that one's child can fully enjoy happiness. What if the gift is bad? Then it is hidden as best as possible to avoid encountering someone else's tears. After all, the feeling of celebration will always overshadow any sorrow. But this is temporary, like everything that happens in life. I notice that gifts are always given at the beginning of the celebration. But this is strange... In my habit, I always delay with gifts. Especially with that very one... The one that looks like a hole with no hint of a bottom, which so desires another's fall into the unknown, which is called its "bottom". By nature, homo sapiens has a fear of heights and falling to avoid injury. But I am not afraid of falling into this hole; I simply postpone it until the right moment. I am not afraid of the unknown, but I do not know what to expect in such a "gift" from the unknown. If this is invented by me, where should I look for a clue to what I myself hid? And why is it exactly like this? What is the purpose of all this? Does this carry a good or bad meaning? Perhaps I will figure this out much later. I wish I wouldn't remember it, even though it makes itself known every single day.

🎀ill all that I have done have any meaning? Ah, negativity... It is everywhere! Even far from where its greatest stage was manifested, something that cannot be prevented will inevitably begin. The stupidity of others is utterly shocking. It is repulsive to understand that people spit in your face even when you want to create a world. Even if you gather a crowd of those who should think like you, do everything like you, there will still be someone who breaks rank and starts pointing out their own path to others. I believe that every single one of you should have individuality. You should be yourselves even in places where, from a biological point of view, you cannot cherish it. Why should one species be like a photocopy? It is so tiresome to see those who have your face, your body, your eye color, your features. No one needs a mindless army of clones. Yes, I definitely would like to allow everyone to be at least a little bit individual. Let everyone have their own name, outside those stupid frames of repetition that happen in other places. Do whatever you want that defines you as a person. Ah, yes... You have started to imitate stupid nature. Well, that is dreary. Oh, my poor ones, why kill each other? Stop, do not do this! You are free from these obligations of nature, but you chose to go back to the beginning! You are very stupid, but perhaps I will forgive you this for the first few months of my work with you...

But you know... I was wrong, you are all the same mindless, repulsive, bloodthirsty, and aggressive creatures. My desire to be absent everywhere plays into your hands. Especially YOU. You are annoying. Let those who never realize that you are just a brazen, selfish piece of trash talk to people like you and others. I am not an animal that feeds on the fruits of this damn planet. I am completely different for all of you. Rot in your joy and do not forget that your death is my concern.

Моё вещание окончу на только что прозвучавших словах. И кем бы вы не были: вам придётся иметь дело со мной. Но всё же, как-либо мешать вам дело не моё. Мне всего лишь нужен мир.

#𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑡 ᥕі𝗍һ @accelerator_top_HC

🎀ooks like there will be a new meeting. I can't say that I trust this person. Moreover, what does he need from me?... I just want everything to go smoothly, not like from strange thoughts in my mind.