- Actually, this is art for swap card, but why not post it on my birthday?
- It is your birthday?
- Yes a little
To be honest, I might have to take a break from art because I feel like I'm burning out. Feelings of loneliness and uselessness accompany me wherever I am and whatever I do. Basically, the problem is that I don't feel like I'm progressing in my career, and it's as if what I'm doing is only for me. I tried many PR methods, but nothing works, and I’m not ready to make videos and show how I make art - I’m not ready yet, because I have self-doubt.
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- It is your birthday?
- Yes a little
To be honest, I might have to take a break from art because I feel like I'm burning out. Feelings of loneliness and uselessness accompany me wherever I am and whatever I do. Basically, the problem is that I don't feel like I'm progressing in my career, and it's as if what I'm doing is only for me. I tried many PR methods, but nothing works, and I’m not ready to make videos and show how I make art - I’m not ready yet, because I have self-doubt.
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It is possible that I will still post art for some time, but most likely I will be distracted by writing, since I was doing it before I started drawing - and I liked it! Maybe I’ll finally finish part 1 of the story about my fursona and begin to further develop my worlds, inventing more and more races and their species, as well as flora and fauna. In fact, under my armpit there is a diary, which I renamed to Idea Book, where I (unexpectedly) wrote down all my ideas and impressions (by this I mean what I get inspired by). Now I have 3 worlds on my table - Ephria, Ulos and a world without a name, the code name of which is - Dark Folk (I made it almost only on Pinterest). I want and will develop all these projects, but so far I don’t have the moral strength to do so.
Don't get me wrong, but I would like to not only create for myself, but implement it as my main job, and crafting as a side hustle. Unfortunately, the realities of our world are such that we need to pay for food, housing and recreation, but how can we achieve this without money? I am not attracted by the idea of capitalist depersonalization of the artistic soul in paintings, no, I want to create with my soul even those arts that will not belong to me, because the artist’s face is his work (that’s why I don’t show my human face), but money is needed to. Unfortunately, you can't live on likes alone...
Okay, this post with my thought is getting a bit long. If you've read this that far, it means you care about me and I appreciate it, thank you very much.
Fodjet out
Don't get me wrong, but I would like to not only create for myself, but implement it as my main job, and crafting as a side hustle. Unfortunately, the realities of our world are such that we need to pay for food, housing and recreation, but how can we achieve this without money? I am not attracted by the idea of capitalist depersonalization of the artistic soul in paintings, no, I want to create with my soul even those arts that will not belong to me, because the artist’s face is his work (that’s why I don’t show my human face), but money is needed to. Unfortunately, you can't live on likes alone...
Okay, this post with my thought is getting a bit long. If you've read this that far, it means you care about me and I appreciate it, thank you very much.
Fodjet out
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