Someone answer me for crying out loud

I’m not forcing shit, value me or miss me.

it's not you, it's my inability to believe anyone could love me

I learned many things that made me let anything go easily so don't expect me to fight for it anymore

انا والنوم علاقة إنتهت منذ زمن طويل ، لم يبقى بيننا سوا ذكريات الانفصال المؤلمة عن كيف كان يحتضنني في كل مرة ذهبت إليه هرباً من العالم ، كان النوم وطني وحتى هو لم يبق لي !

I wish you can see or notice me.

I like what you’ve done there

but all my friends they don't know what it's like what it's like
they don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
i've been told that I could take something to fix it
damn I wish it I wish it was that simple
all my friends they don't know what it's like what it's like
🖤

Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling
Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine
And my exes'll say that I'm hard to deal with
And I admit it.