یادمه قبلا ذوق بیشتری برای توضیح‌ دادن و به اشتراک گذاشتن دانش اندکم داشتم.
چند وقته مثل قبل نیستم. خیلی هم‌ نیستم.
مدتیه که یارای تحمل خودم رو هم ندارم.
دنیا بی‌رحمه‌. روزگار بی‌رحم‌تر.

Feels like #Heaven 🍃

It
is
true,
you are
totally right.
I'm as dry as
a desert, I'm a dead
empty land. I used to be
a jungle when the clouds
where by my side, and now that
they are gone, my trees, my dreams
they dried and died. Because of this,
nothing grows inside of me, there is
only silence and despair. I can't feel
what I write, I barely feel alive
I want to feel human again
Oh ***, I really miss
the rain

هندزفری رو بذارید.
صدا رو تا ته بلند کنید.
چشمارو ببندید.
گوش بدید.

fill the world with pieces of light
spread tiny stars against the darkness
make the night sky beautiful
and gift a little peace to the world.

a sudden chaos of sorrow
murmuration in the half-light
as starlings interrupt sky
only they are caught
in my ribcage with
nowhere to fly.

There

Alan Watts - Falling In Love

When I pray
I smell mother on my words
And I weep
Her voice lives in the spaces 
Between the words I utter
The resonance
Sometimes, l
I am afraid to speak
In fear of what will wake.