#ENGRPConfession @Ryyland. The clock shows 03:00, and it was ages ago when our hearts are still silent about each other and our mind, dumb and blind. I was staring at my ceiling thinking just how badly I want to call you mine.

Every crevice of my brain sings how your smile curled your eyes to crescents, and my chest soared of how your stubble would tickle me so whenever we kiss. It scared me, but no—no it wasn’t terror. It was something exciting and it rattled my ribs like nothing else had.

The clock shows 20:36 and I praise the stars every time I realize now I get to call you mine. Clumsy heart confessions and clumsy love letters ahead, our imperfections shall lie perfectly content in my heart. I will never take you for granted, Hue. I won’t ever forsake you.

#ENGRPConfession Time will steal precious moments, but brain can't erase the good memories. Your sincerity and hardwork over life and people you love always inspire me to be a good human being. Proud to be your best friend, @xMoan.

#ENGRPConfession @Vampyrist 🐺🦇🫀

You’ve made yourself far too familiar with me, Noir. You know when i’m in a foul mood before i say anything. You know when to leave me alone and more importantly when not to. You've seen me at my least civilized and never once seemed particularly impressed by it. I think that's one of the things i like most about you, my dearest friend, the mortals said. You don't treat me like something fragile just because i have a temper and you don't treat the wolf in me like something ugly. That matters. You're my vampire. My strange, insufferable, nocturnal friend. If anyone else has a problem with that, they can take it up with my teeth. Your favorite lycan, presumably.

#ENGRPConfession Oh, to my dearest @Frobnt—you are the best bro i've ever had 👀, Thanks for being there for me, wanted to stay even when i annoy you, want to stay to hear my yapp, and for everything that passed already. Love–hate sweetness between us always make me happy, you are the brother i always hope for to have. Please don't leave ur lil sis ☺️ i will always be your lil sis that ready 24/7 to annoy you 😄💕 with love—pinky pie =D

#ENGRPConfession • i listen to taylor swift a bit more than i used to ever since i figured you often listen to her songs. and sometimes i carry the thought of you with me while her songs rattle through my earphones. and for monthly appreciation: thank you for always being my safe space and the “im a shoulder you can cry on” person. thats from chiquitita by abba by the way ahaaa. love you in every way @syncedrose

p.s. well be on the podium tomorrow, but im taking the top spot above you. 😁

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#ENGRPSinners I have a crush on someone’s man. And instead of accepting that like a normal human being, I slowly started planting little doubts in his head. Nothing too obvious at first. Just enough to make him question things. And it worked!! They broke up.

I should've felt happy, right?? Wrong. Because now he’s heartbroken, I feel like an absolute piece of shit, and I STILL have a crush on him.

Soooo basically, I destroyed a perfectly good relationship just to discover that winning the man doesn't mean winning the moral high ground.

...Sorry, I guess? 😃😃

#ENGRPConfession Shout out to my lovely person @Peiastri. ❤️

Thank you for always making me happy when I'm with you, thank you for always loving me with you own way, thank you for be there for me when I needed you most. From the first time we met, I know you're good person. I'll never forget the first day you reach me out. I love you so much. 🫶 Thank you for all the memories we've been through together, let's make another fun things together, I wanna be with you as long as I can. I'll never regret for meeting you, Rom. 🌹

Warmly,
A. G

almost twenty three months of us being brothers and i have never felt happier, i have always wanted a brother in my life and i found you, and my life hasn't been more complete ever since.

i do love you and care about you, i am sure you know that very well. i might not be the best wee brother, but you, @mackiinnon, is the best big brother i could ever ask for, you're more than what i asked for. i am glad i texted our dad twenty three months ago, because if i decided i didn't want a family, i think i would be here and wondering around without you, and i cannot see myself like that. because of that, i like to think that we are brothers in every single universe.

i love you, brother, i really do. to the moon and back, more than any stars ever exist and will exist in the observable universe. you're my star, my biggest star that will shine forever in my heart. 🌟

— written for #engrpconfession by your most adorable baby brother :D

#ENGRPConfession @Veerstapen I don't think any language has enough words to express the depth of what i feel for you. You've seen me at my best and stayed with me through my worst, becoming the safest place i could ever run to. Knowing i have you by my side through all of life's ups and downs makes me feel like the luckiest person alive. My devotion to you goes far beyond what words can say, and my love will only grow stronger with time. Thank you for being my constant, my peace, and my entire heart. I love you endlessly, hubby.

#ENGRPConfession @Revuenant

From the first time our paths crossed, something in me softened, like a season changing without asking permission. The warmth I return to on my coldest days, the steady hand that holds mine through storms and sunlight alike. I am endlessly grateful, for every laugh we've shared, every silence that never felt empty, every small moment that quietly became something I could never live without.

Thank you for loving me exactly as I am, for choosing patience when I needed it most, and for making ordinary days feel like something worth remembering.

I wish peace on his hardest days, strength when the world feels heavy, and joy in the smallest, softest things. I wish for a lifetime where we keep choosing each other, again and again, without hesitation.

No matter where life takes us, know that my heart carries you with it, always grateful, always hoping, always yours.

#ENGRPConfession if I were given another life, I’d still choose to find you, meet you, and fall in love with you all over again. I’m genuinely so lucky to have a beautiful woman like you in my life. you’ve always been there through my happiest moments, my saddest days, and even the times when I couldn’t handle things on my own. somehow you always came back to me and brought happiness into my life. I love you more than words can explain, and even if the whole world turns against you, I’ll still stand by your side, because you’re the one person my heart will always choose. it’s always been you.

this is my story, the one that started with you. a book I never wanted to close, a story I never wanted to end. you came into my life and gave me another reason to keep writing. so please stay with me and let’s keep writing this story together, one page at a time. I love you Abigail, more than you’ll ever know. @Normris

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#ENGRPSinners I have this pretty bad experience. I've been a very happy person doing open relationship as in non-committal relationship, but you see the problem in the non-committal relationship: you fell in love for too hard and you lose.

I've been rejecting some of them and I guess it's kind of harsh because I feel like I don't respect their feeling sometimes, but then karma hits me like a damn truck. Now I'm stuck liking someone, with no label between us.

I feel like sinning. What should I do. Am I wrong. You can throw tomatoes on me or something.

#ENGRPConfession. the hollow rooms within me have slowly begun to fill with your laughter. every old turmoil that once gnawed at me with hunger now seems well-fed beneath the generosity of a gentleman like you. my thirst has faded, replaced by something almost fertile. perhaps that's what happens when a pretty boy like you keeps pouring far too much wine into my already-cracked glass. somehow, i keep letting you. maybe i've become a rich man after all cause everything you've so carelessly given me, @fragnco.

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Just so you know, @Hoadjar.

If you wish to devour this heart, there would be no disallowance slipped past my lips. Nonetheless, please expect to taste a part of yourself in every bite—for in truth, my heart has always been so full of you, pumping blood through vessels that ache for you just as deeply.

Mëjhr, even my very fingers cannot bring themselves to push myself away from you. Every inch of my skin yearns for you, longing to rest within the warmth of your embrace. And if I may be so greedy, I also wish to be forever bound to your soul—to be mended in your love.

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#ENGRPSinners SS, SFM. https://t.me/ENGRPBase/87153?comment=442512 Eh, I never said I got into a relationship with the man 😭 I just put a little doubt in his head that he didn't deserve his partner, and apparently that was enough.

Honestly? I think I did them a favor. They got out of a relationship where neither of them felt secure, and I got my crush single. That's called a win-win. Don't overthink it. 😃

#ENGRPConfession Having you in my life is something I’ll always be grateful for @RUWSEL. You’ve been there through the good days, the bad ones, and everything in between. Having you beside me, especially when things aren’t easy, means more to me than I could ever put into words. I love you deeply, not just for the way you make me feel, but for who you are and for the person you choose to be every day.

And if there’s one thing I’ll always be thankful for, it’s the fact that you were born. Out of all the chances and circumstances in this world, you’re here, and somehow our paths found each other. Thank you for existing, for finding your way into my life, and for staying beside me through it all. I love you, and I’ll never take for granted that I get to share this life with you.

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#ENGRPConfession this is hard for me to say, but I think it's one step for a clearer mind. I have to stop being in love with someone I cannot have.

You will probably figure out who I am. I'm a loser, sucker, I'm head over heels for your whole being and you drive me crazy everytime you're around. But the time is running out, and I don't know what happened between us lately. We got into a fight and we resolve it, and to be honest? It's still leaving a fatal bruises on my chest. Pretending that I'm fine while you share laugh—the same laugh you used to share with me—and have your attention fixated on someone you call home right now.

I hate to bear this feeling, I hate to interrupt your happiness. I hate to see you upset, but I also hate it when I can't hold your hand and keep it warm with me, once again.

I'm the brightest red, but you love blue. This was your brightest red speaking, hello and goodbye, @JEREMlAS.

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I don't know how many words I have to write to express that I really, really love you @downbad4lexus Everything feels lighter when you are there, when you are by my side, accompanying me when I feel sad, ql Thank you for all your contributions in my life, my dear, I really really really love you, you are the most unique person I have ever met, even an art gallery could never be as unique as you. 🤍🤍🤍

#ENGRPConfession. / @iCIifton.. My love, if i could gather every little thing that makes me happy and put it into words, somehow, i think your name would find its way into every sentence. You’re the warmth in my quiet days, the little thought that makes me smile for no reason, and the person i find myself wanting to tell everything to, even the silliest, most insignificant things. Loving you feels gentle, like finding a little piece of home in another person. I hope you always remember how dearly you’re loved, sweetheart, even on the days when you might not feel your best.

So please, take care of yourself for me, okay? Eat well, rest when you need to, and don’t forget that there’s someone here who treasures you more than words could ever properly say. I hope i get to keep loving you in all the small ways, through sleepy goodnights, random little messages, soft kisses, silly moments, and all the ordinary days we get to share. And whenever the world feels a little too heavy, come closer. You don’t always have to be strong with me, just lemme hold you for a while. I love you, my darling, today, tomorrow, and in all the little moments between. 🤍

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#ENGRPConfession I know you're not around anymore but I still hold you dear inside my heart, Osborn.

CW // SA & GROOMING

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i got groomed by two different dudes, one when i was 14 and he was 20, second when i was 16 and he was 21. i met the first dude and he touched me down there without my consent but i didnt stop him. whenever i bring this up to someone, they only focused on the fact that im a boy, and my lack of resistance to those people makes me feel like my feeling isnt valid. worst thing is the second dude is kinda famous now, idk how to feel about it. it all happened years ago tho.