I'll be happy again...)

I just wanna stay busy, so I don't have time to feel anything

#Self_note

Bilasanmi ba'zan òylash va hohlash yetmaydi.
Qilish kerak.
Yiqil, tur, sharmanda bòl, nima bòlsa bòlsin.
Lekin "qildim" de. Qildim, òxshamadi de.
Hayoting òylash va qòrqish bilan òtyapti.
Va bu-hayot emas!

I want to be more interested in learning than in looking like I already know everything.When I cling to the need to appear smart, I stop myself from actually becoming smarter.
Real growth comes from having the humility to ask questions.

"Had"

Bizni qay shamollar etdi yuzma-yuz,
Qaysi sukutlar-la qildik ahd-paymon,
Rost bo'lsa, osmondan umidingni uz -
Lek yerda yashash ham bo'lmaydi oson!

Endi, o'zingniki emassan, essiz,
Sochdan tirnoq qadar ishqqa tovunsan.
"Yomonsiz", - deb yaxshi ko'rasan, so'zsiz,
She'rimni o'qiysan,
meni sog'insang.

Ayro bo'lmoqlikdan ayromiz, shoyad,
Shukrkim, toq dunda toq emasman men,
Sensiz baxtiqaro edim bag'oyat,
Va haliyam baxti
oq emasman men!

Hali ulguramiz yonib-kuyishga ,
Bedorlik baxtini ko'ramiz baham!
Haddim yo'q Xudodan ortiq suyishga,
Haqqim yo'q ortiqroq
suydirishga ham!

Rashid Xo'jamov
15-yanvar, 2020-yil

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