I'm at a point in my life where I want to be loved correctly or left alone completely.
No in - between.No second chances

Yer usti metrosi tarafga chiqmagandim hech, ajoyib)🌚

Metroda shunaqa odam kam bölsaya, mezza🫠

Ixm, ixm🌚😶‍🌫

I'm a girl, a normal girl, Not so beautiful, not so ugly. Trying to live in a world, Pretending to be the most lively Everyday, I struggle with the thoughts filling up my mind, trying to think everything is fine. While realising the world is not so kind, Trying to believe that everything is exactly right. I fight with my heart as well, Trying to say I'm strong. I have made it my spell, So that I can go along. I repeat all these everyday , By putting on a happy mask. But it becomes so hard in some days, It's just a different day, but the same tasks I feel so tired and broken, While my heart craves for peace. But my mind knows there's no way open, And I feel so helpless. I wish I could do something, Strong enough to say something. So I could throw away the mask, Without bothering about the questions the world would ask..)

Van Gogni kartinasini jonlantirishibdi

Huh?

Йўлбарс магар ташланса қўрқма,
Илон чақса олма хавотир.
Бўри қувса тизингни-букма
Ғайри бир ҳол бўлмади содир.

Мунча юксак айлаган парвоз
Мусичами? Даҳшатку турқи!
Сен ундан қўрқ... Ва яна нохос
Ириллаган қуёндан қўрққин.

Усмон Азим