thisis a place where i am alone. just me, no one else. expressing whats inside me to myself.
u're not obligated to stay
all my thoughts and anxieties reside here

they call me Arle but my nickname is Arlecchino.
i have two names, by the way: Saya and Sara. the first means "shadow" in kurdish languages, and the other means "joy" or "happiness." u are free to call me by any name u like.

@Xill_llq

Arle, Arlecchino

࣪ 𖥔when u see the treasure within u and with u࣪ 𖥔
࣪ 𖥔when u truly recognize its worth࣪ 𖥔
࣪ 𖥔what need dou have for wealth?
࣪ 𖥔when u carry the sun in ur heart࣪ 𖥔
࣪ 𖥔when its light is already yours࣪ 𖥔
࣪would a candle࣪ destined to fade࣪, still tempt u?

why do i see his eyes in the eyes of others? why do i see his face wherever i go? did he choose a dwelling place for himself amidst their eyes? or have all of creation become like the beloved? i love him
nay, i love everything about him
i have even come to love his sins because of my love for him.
@7:18

and amidst the throng of passersby, i turned around.
I turned around, for i glimpsed ur image in the faces of strangers
and for a moment I thought the absence was just a lie.
iam now drowning in ur small details
those i never imagined would break me
tired of pretending I'm okay, while longing gnaws at my heart, without my heart finding a haven or a path to forgetting.

this song expresses a genuine feeling

my heart burns with longing for u
And tears stream from the depths of my eyes for u.
longing consumes me, and tears drown me because of u.
have u ever seen someone drowning and burning?
@7:18

My soul fades like a forgotten phantom in the throng of strangers... and my breaths ragged in my chest like a blade tearing through the silence
iam trapped between "here" and "there",, neither the earth can contain me nor absence have mercy on me
have u ever experienced dying while still alive... because someone forgot to say ur name?

i stand on the precipice of oblivion, the winds whipping away what remains of ur features in my memory.
my chest aches with silent cries, heard only by an endless, long night.
i search for ur face in the faces of passersby
like a stranger who has lost his homeland in the hustle and bustle of life.

have u ever seen a homeland abandon its citizens
leaving them exiled within its own borders?

shall i conceal my love for u? and how can the heart hide it
when the eyes blaze with its revelation? shall i deny longing? No.. iam consumed by yearning that follows me
and finds me, and i appease it.
i walk towards u, my steps bound to u, as if i were a ship whose harbor has been lost.
ily now… no yesterday binds me
nor tomorrow, only my love whispers to it.
@7:18

they say that the heart has seven-7- doors
and u entered through the first one, and closed the seventh behind u
so u became the pulse, u are the one who dwells, and u are the place.
@7:18

it's as if iam a bird that owns the sky
but longs for a cage in ur chest.
@7:18