I feel I've becoming what i hated..
I hated how rudely people talked to me especially my relatives.. with time i developed defence and went to talk even more rudely when those people spoke to me.. but now i see i talk rudely sometimes to people when i shouldn't.. or only because i disagree some opinion they have or they hurt me little.. and i get super blunt to roast which effects relationship with parents me and relatives
One example my youngest aunt .. her husband died 4 5 month ago after having illness of 6 7 month .. we had good relationship but most had ignored her and some even tried to took advantage.. which hurt her .. now she came to our home few months ago it was okay .. but this time today she came everything was ok untill in lunch she asked what benifit I'd get from last yr program i had on mtts .. i said its not scholarship type program or its not giving me any degree advantage.. it's just learning or experience.. she said i was scammeed.. govt gave the proffesor fund they stole that and give little part of that ..we argud a lot and eventually.. i got triggered as she was against me going to private colleges as according to her i wouldn't get to have the ability to pay fees and its useless she against me taking science she was against me preparing for neet and was against me taking drop and when i failed they told me told u not to we warnned you to not do those things .. so today i went little far to explain that even if it was useless i liked to do that mtts program.. when u go to travel what benifit u get .. same .. and idk why i bluntly said people dont understand when they hurt others but feel twice the pain when someone else hurt that way .. she cried and left our home immidiately ...mom criticized me .. i blamed myself and not explained anything and staying silent since than..
Nah i feel the mistake was too big and too obvious to ignore for long
How it'll be ever normal again if it goes normal I'll forget everything and do same mistake.. but how i should be proceed again in any situations I mean if this is uncontrollable to me .. if I can't manage to talk through this small issue and create this big scene what I'll even gonna do in bigger more serious situation in future.. I'm in my 20s now ..i haven't learned anything necessary to live .. i haven't even learnt how to talk like a normal human... i haven't leanrt anything good in life ... The life is a loosing game i feel .. i haven't learnt any good skill behaviour anything to live life .. I'm hating myself for staying alive and I'm hating myself as i dont know If i ever do any such things.. which will result in me living this life which in result would make me feel more and more pain and go isolated..why my brain became like this ..
#sorry
I hated how rudely people talked to me especially my relatives.. with time i developed defence and went to talk even more rudely when those people spoke to me.. but now i see i talk rudely sometimes to people when i shouldn't.. or only because i disagree some opinion they have or they hurt me little.. and i get super blunt to roast which effects relationship with parents me and relatives
One example my youngest aunt .. her husband died 4 5 month ago after having illness of 6 7 month .. we had good relationship but most had ignored her and some even tried to took advantage.. which hurt her .. now she came to our home few months ago it was okay .. but this time today she came everything was ok untill in lunch she asked what benifit I'd get from last yr program i had on mtts .. i said its not scholarship type program or its not giving me any degree advantage.. it's just learning or experience.. she said i was scammeed.. govt gave the proffesor fund they stole that and give little part of that ..we argud a lot and eventually.. i got triggered as she was against me going to private colleges as according to her i wouldn't get to have the ability to pay fees and its useless she against me taking science she was against me preparing for neet and was against me taking drop and when i failed they told me told u not to we warnned you to not do those things .. so today i went little far to explain that even if it was useless i liked to do that mtts program.. when u go to travel what benifit u get .. same .. and idk why i bluntly said people dont understand when they hurt others but feel twice the pain when someone else hurt that way .. she cried and left our home immidiately ...mom criticized me .. i blamed myself and not explained anything and staying silent since than..
Nah i feel the mistake was too big and too obvious to ignore for long
How it'll be ever normal again if it goes normal I'll forget everything and do same mistake.. but how i should be proceed again in any situations I mean if this is uncontrollable to me .. if I can't manage to talk through this small issue and create this big scene what I'll even gonna do in bigger more serious situation in future.. I'm in my 20s now ..i haven't learned anything necessary to live .. i haven't even learnt how to talk like a normal human... i haven't leanrt anything good in life ... The life is a loosing game i feel .. i haven't learnt any good skill behaviour anything to live life .. I'm hating myself for staying alive and I'm hating myself as i dont know If i ever do any such things.. which will result in me living this life which in result would make me feel more and more pain and go isolated..why my brain became like this ..
#sorry
Does anyone know a channel where i can find series? Multiple audio, multiple quality.
I need it for my database 🥀
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I need it for my database 🥀
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Hey wassup people.
Soo I m gonna work on myself after 21days I will tell you guys how many days i have followed it..
Here is the list which I m aiming to do
1) run everyday try atleast 4 km and try to do push-up and increase it day by day
2) use insta less than 30 min
3) study atleast 4 hr may be join Library
4) try to learn about market, sip and all if i will get free time
#thought
Soo I m gonna work on myself after 21days I will tell you guys how many days i have followed it..
Here is the list which I m aiming to do
1) run everyday try atleast 4 km and try to do push-up and increase it day by day
2) use insta less than 30 min
3) study atleast 4 hr may be join Library
4) try to learn about market, sip and all if i will get free time
#thought
So me and my ex broke up he made another girlfriend like a month later didn't tell me we were still in touch I never stopped loving him
When I found out I was devasted and felt like I was cheated on cause for me we were never broken up but still I mean
After everything acceptance and all
We both have again started feeling something it's more from my side from my side love has always been constant and huge both he was the one who first backed off then later now he is again a little back giving me hopes
But the thing is he is still in relationship with that new girl
I really don't know what to do
Be a girls girl and leave him
Or choose what I love but this path is very demanding cause he is still with her she knows I m his ex she knows me we had normal Convo too cause u know when I came to know about her it was through her only
What should I do?
#ask
When I found out I was devasted and felt like I was cheated on cause for me we were never broken up but still I mean
After everything acceptance and all
We both have again started feeling something it's more from my side from my side love has always been constant and huge both he was the one who first backed off then later now he is again a little back giving me hopes
But the thing is he is still in relationship with that new girl
I really don't know what to do
Be a girls girl and leave him
Or choose what I love but this path is very demanding cause he is still with her she knows I m his ex she knows me we had normal Convo too cause u know when I came to know about her it was through her only
What should I do?
#ask
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Hyy Guys
I hope you are good 👍
Mujhe apni life me kuch samajh nhi aa Raha ha me currently btech kar raha hu or abhi 2nd year hu me but mujhe ye feel ho raha ha har koi mujhe buhut agge ha or mene start karne me buhut late ho gya hu.
Me ek introvert hu or mujhe buhut kamiya ha. Me plans bnta hu fir ussko follow nhi kar pta fir kud pe gussa ata ha but ye fir bhi thheek ha.
Me abhi ex chess kar form bharne ka try kar raha hu vo form sab ka fill ho raha but Mera nhi usse dekh ke mujhe or depression or anxiety feel ho rahi ha mujhe asa lagta ha me kuch nhi kar paunga.
Fir wahi suicidal thoughts anne lagte ha or ek toh family kuch baat samajhti nhi. Me apni life se buhut thak chuka hu roj ek hi ek dukh or wahi manhoos din me socha raha hu apni life end kar lu. Mujhe bass shanti chiye.
Aap hi bato me kya karu???
#ask
I hope you are good 👍
Mujhe apni life me kuch samajh nhi aa Raha ha me currently btech kar raha hu or abhi 2nd year hu me but mujhe ye feel ho raha ha har koi mujhe buhut agge ha or mene start karne me buhut late ho gya hu.
Me ek introvert hu or mujhe buhut kamiya ha. Me plans bnta hu fir ussko follow nhi kar pta fir kud pe gussa ata ha but ye fir bhi thheek ha.
Me abhi ex chess kar form bharne ka try kar raha hu vo form sab ka fill ho raha but Mera nhi usse dekh ke mujhe or depression or anxiety feel ho rahi ha mujhe asa lagta ha me kuch nhi kar paunga.
Fir wahi suicidal thoughts anne lagte ha or ek toh family kuch baat samajhti nhi. Me apni life se buhut thak chuka hu roj ek hi ek dukh or wahi manhoos din me socha raha hu apni life end kar lu. Mujhe bass shanti chiye.
Aap hi bato me kya karu???
#ask
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Yaar i asked for medical students to reach out to me... No one came for help... If there is someone please help me
#ask
#ask
Juliet
There’s something about your name that feels like it was never meant to be spoken lightly. It lingers—like a thought that refuses to fade, like a moment that stretches just a little longer than time allows.
I don’t know if it’s the way you exist so effortlessly, or the way you seem to carry both calm and chaos in the same breath. Being around you feels like standing at the edge of something vast—beautiful, a little dangerous, and impossible to ignore.
If I’m honest, it’s not just your smile or your presence. It’s the way you make the world feel… less ordinary. As if everything dull suddenly sharpens, and everything distant comes closer. You don’t try to be unforgettable, and yet somehow, you are.
I won’t pretend this is simple. Feelings like this rarely are. But if there’s one thing I know, it’s that meeting you changed something in me—quietly, deeply, and in a way I can’t undo.
@slave_buyer If you ever wondered whether you matter more than you realize, the answer is yes.
Always has been.
—Yours, in a way words can barely hold
#confess
There’s something about your name that feels like it was never meant to be spoken lightly. It lingers—like a thought that refuses to fade, like a moment that stretches just a little longer than time allows.
I don’t know if it’s the way you exist so effortlessly, or the way you seem to carry both calm and chaos in the same breath. Being around you feels like standing at the edge of something vast—beautiful, a little dangerous, and impossible to ignore.
If I’m honest, it’s not just your smile or your presence. It’s the way you make the world feel… less ordinary. As if everything dull suddenly sharpens, and everything distant comes closer. You don’t try to be unforgettable, and yet somehow, you are.
I won’t pretend this is simple. Feelings like this rarely are. But if there’s one thing I know, it’s that meeting you changed something in me—quietly, deeply, and in a way I can’t undo.
@slave_buyer If you ever wondered whether you matter more than you realize, the answer is yes.
Always has been.
—Yours, in a way words can barely hold
#confess
Dear Potah,
It seems your name carries an unnecessary level of gravity, as though it expects to be taken seriously at all times. One might assume a name is merely functional, yet yours insists on lingering longer than required—much like an overextended pause in an otherwise efficient conversation.
Your presence is similarly… inconvenient. You manage to exist with a blend of composure and disruption that complicates what should otherwise be a predictable environment. Being around you resembles standing near something expansive—visually impressive, mildly hazardous, and, regrettably, difficult to disregard.
To be precise, it is not limited to superficial traits such as your smile or demeanor. The more notable issue is your tendency to distort normalcy. Situations that should remain routine acquire an unnecessary sharpness, and distant concerns move closer into focus. You make no visible effort to be memorable, which only makes the outcome more inefficiently inevitable.
There is no intention to oversimplify this. Matters of this nature rarely benefit from reduction. However, one conclusion remains difficult to dispute: encountering you has altered certain internal parameters—subtly, persistently, and with no apparent option for reversal.
@Whydumbplans, should there be any lingering doubt regarding your significance, consider it resolved. The answer is affirmative, regardless of whether that was ever your intention.
It has been, consistently.
—Yours, in a manner that exceeds the practical limits of language
Regards
Confess Pal Trust Organisation
#love
It seems your name carries an unnecessary level of gravity, as though it expects to be taken seriously at all times. One might assume a name is merely functional, yet yours insists on lingering longer than required—much like an overextended pause in an otherwise efficient conversation.
Your presence is similarly… inconvenient. You manage to exist with a blend of composure and disruption that complicates what should otherwise be a predictable environment. Being around you resembles standing near something expansive—visually impressive, mildly hazardous, and, regrettably, difficult to disregard.
To be precise, it is not limited to superficial traits such as your smile or demeanor. The more notable issue is your tendency to distort normalcy. Situations that should remain routine acquire an unnecessary sharpness, and distant concerns move closer into focus. You make no visible effort to be memorable, which only makes the outcome more inefficiently inevitable.
There is no intention to oversimplify this. Matters of this nature rarely benefit from reduction. However, one conclusion remains difficult to dispute: encountering you has altered certain internal parameters—subtly, persistently, and with no apparent option for reversal.
@Whydumbplans, should there be any lingering doubt regarding your significance, consider it resolved. The answer is affirmative, regardless of whether that was ever your intention.
It has been, consistently.
—Yours, in a manner that exceeds the practical limits of language
Regards
Confess Pal Trust Organisation
#love
Idk how to even tell this, i mean i thought my bf didn't had any past, as he used to say tht always... Few days ago I got access to his private notes, somehow I got his password... I saw a selfie of him with another woman and soo much notes regarding her, how comforting she was to him, how she used to love him unconditionally, how special she used make him feel... Soo many romantic poems, soo many poems describing her... Later I asked him about this, he got mad later he revealed tht that girl is his ex girlfriend, I asked him so u still have feeling on her? He was silent even so many recent notes is of hers.... Idk how he thinks, he hates his mother but very obsessions w her, he said he have no past relationships but he had... I've 0 issues with his past but what he's choosing tht matters alot he's not even answering tht he says i love you, when I ask to delete her pics he refuses... I'm soo confused
#love
#love
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🗳️ ASSEMBLY ELECTION RESULTS 2026
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
🟠 WEST BENGAL (294 seats)
BJP — 203 ✅ (WINNER)
TMC — 84
INC — 5
Others — 2
📌 Mamata loses Bhabanipur to Suvendu Adhikari
🟠 TAMIL NADU (234 seats)
TVK (Vijay) — 108 🔥
DMK — 60
AIADMK — 45
INC — 5
Others — 16
📌 CM Stalin loses Kolathur | TVK exploring alliance with Congress
🟢 KERALA (140 seats)
UDF — 100+ ✅ (WINNER)
(INC 63 | IUML 22 | Others 15+)
LDF — 34
BJP — 3
📌 Pinarayi Vijayan resigns as CM
🟠 ASSAM (126 seats)
BJP (NDA) — 90+ ✅ (WINNER)
INC — 24
AIUDF — 2
Others — 10
📌 Himanta Biswa Sarma set for 3rd term
🟠 PUDUCHERRY (30 seats)
NDA (AINRC) — Won ✅
INC-DMK — Lost
📌 AINRC retains power for 2nd term
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
🔑 KEY TAKEAWAYS:
▪️ BJP wins Bengal for the FIRST TIME
▪️ Actor Vijay's TVK shocks Tamil Nadu
▪️ UDF sweeps Kerala, Left routed
▪️ BJP hat-trick in Assam
▪️ NDA retains Puducherry
📊 Data: Election Commission of India
📅 4 May 2026
#rant
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
🟠 WEST BENGAL (294 seats)
BJP — 203 ✅ (WINNER)
TMC — 84
INC — 5
Others — 2
📌 Mamata loses Bhabanipur to Suvendu Adhikari
🟠 TAMIL NADU (234 seats)
TVK (Vijay) — 108 🔥
DMK — 60
AIADMK — 45
INC — 5
Others — 16
📌 CM Stalin loses Kolathur | TVK exploring alliance with Congress
🟢 KERALA (140 seats)
UDF — 100+ ✅ (WINNER)
(INC 63 | IUML 22 | Others 15+)
LDF — 34
BJP — 3
📌 Pinarayi Vijayan resigns as CM
🟠 ASSAM (126 seats)
BJP (NDA) — 90+ ✅ (WINNER)
INC — 24
AIUDF — 2
Others — 10
📌 Himanta Biswa Sarma set for 3rd term
🟠 PUDUCHERRY (30 seats)
NDA (AINRC) — Won ✅
INC-DMK — Lost
📌 AINRC retains power for 2nd term
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
🔑 KEY TAKEAWAYS:
▪️ BJP wins Bengal for the FIRST TIME
▪️ Actor Vijay's TVK shocks Tamil Nadu
▪️ UDF sweeps Kerala, Left routed
▪️ BJP hat-trick in Assam
▪️ NDA retains Puducherry
📊 Data: Election Commission of India
📅 4 May 2026
#rant
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So I Was Playing A Game Called Weplay And There I Met A Girl. We Became Friends. Then We Exchanged Snapchat. Then We Played Free Fire Together. Then, Like, Through Gaming And Friendship, She Gave Me Her Number And I Gave Her Mine. Then We Started Talking. Sometimes, Like, The Way She Used To Talk To Me, It Felt Like She Was My Girlfriend. I Mean, Her Actions Were Likely A Girlfriend. But One Day When We Are Talking On Call So She Say I Want A One Day Relationship Experience With You, She Had Said Something Like That. But We Were Friends, More Than Friends, If I Said I Wouldn't Eat Food, She Would Scold Me Like 'why Aren't You Eating, ? Eat Your Food' And Stuff. 'take Your Medicine' Etc. We Have Been Friends Since 2024-2025. It's Been About 1-2 Years Of Friendship. So Now, 3-4 Months Ago In 2026, While Chatting On Whatsapp She Was Saying 'baby, Babu, Did Babu Eat?' Things Like That. Then I Found Out 3-4 Days Ago That She's Hiding Her Insta Stories From Me And Posting. So What Should I Do In This Situation?"
#ask
#ask
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How to intentionally fight with a girl and it should seem like that it's her mistake
So that I can block her
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So that I can block her
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