So,
It's about my jee result i got 81.67 percentile in jee mains and I'm not getting any colleges but can get cse/electrical in some gftis of home state (bihar) I'm not giving any other exams.
So what should i do as of now for next 2 -3 months as to improve to skill look for something (I'm tight on money too can't ask parents for money )
I'm not happy with what i got is there anything else u guys wanna suggest for college it's very depressing i can see myself getting rotten day by day btw I'm the guy who asked yesterday about journaling to build accountability (i scored 150 in bitsat so it's also out of my league and it's expensive too)
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It's about my jee result i got 81.67 percentile in jee mains and I'm not getting any colleges but can get cse/electrical in some gftis of home state (bihar) I'm not giving any other exams.
So what should i do as of now for next 2 -3 months as to improve to skill look for something (I'm tight on money too can't ask parents for money )
I'm not happy with what i got is there anything else u guys wanna suggest for college it's very depressing i can see myself getting rotten day by day btw I'm the guy who asked yesterday about journaling to build accountability (i scored 150 in bitsat so it's also out of my league and it's expensive too)
#ask
At my first job, I went through a difficult period where I started experiencing mental health issues. I began feeling like I was under someone's control as if people in the office were listening to me and then mimicking my behavior on my way to and from work, and even at home. During that time, because I kept seeing the same girl's face repeatedly, I convinced myself I had feelings for her, thinking it might be love. All of these experiences made me very unwell, and all I wanted was for it to stop. So I say I like you to the girl.
When I eventually opened up about what I was going through, everyone told me it was just overthinking. I went to therapy, but I had already lost a promotion and many opportunities because of it. After nine months, I switched jobs and got a better one, and for a while things improved.
However, after a few days at the new job, the same patterns started appearing again —l familiar conversations in the office, similar experiences on my commute. This time it wasn't about any girl, just a strange sense of presence. Then one day I met a girl from the office, and almost automatically I noticed what felt like the same pattern as before exactly she opened her hair and it seemed directed at me, exactly like something from the past.
I kept giving it the benefit of the doubt, telling myself it was coincidence. But then one day, multiple people in the office said things that felt too precise, as if someone had researched my past and present like a spy. That moment made me feel confirmed that something had also been done to me at my previous job. I started believing someone sent people to test me even two strangers who asked me for 50 rupees felt like part of spy because they say same thing which i said about myself not true.
Then, suddenly, everything stopped the mocking, the following, all of it. I now believe someone was behind all of this, and while I feel I know who was responsible at my current job, I still don't know who did it at my first job, or why. It is driving me mad, and all I want is to know the truth. I repeat all those behaves and out of sudden I now who's is in current job.
I search it like a "Gang Stalking" so what i need to do now if I open up again people behind it till say it not they again proof me mentally unwell how to stop it.
#ask
When I eventually opened up about what I was going through, everyone told me it was just overthinking. I went to therapy, but I had already lost a promotion and many opportunities because of it. After nine months, I switched jobs and got a better one, and for a while things improved.
However, after a few days at the new job, the same patterns started appearing again —l familiar conversations in the office, similar experiences on my commute. This time it wasn't about any girl, just a strange sense of presence. Then one day I met a girl from the office, and almost automatically I noticed what felt like the same pattern as before exactly she opened her hair and it seemed directed at me, exactly like something from the past.
I kept giving it the benefit of the doubt, telling myself it was coincidence. But then one day, multiple people in the office said things that felt too precise, as if someone had researched my past and present like a spy. That moment made me feel confirmed that something had also been done to me at my previous job. I started believing someone sent people to test me even two strangers who asked me for 50 rupees felt like part of spy because they say same thing which i said about myself not true.
Then, suddenly, everything stopped the mocking, the following, all of it. I now believe someone was behind all of this, and while I feel I know who was responsible at my current job, I still don't know who did it at my first job, or why. It is driving me mad, and all I want is to know the truth. I repeat all those behaves and out of sudden I now who's is in current job.
I search it like a "Gang Stalking" so what i need to do now if I open up again people behind it till say it not they again proof me mentally unwell how to stop it.
#ask
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i don't I just want to sucidee right now I didn't thought i will ever think of suciding i just thought people are so stupid suciding i just gave up i can't do anything I just can't achieve anything can't make anyone proud i am just so bad so I don't know what to do why I am alive i can't make anyone happy just everyone cry because of me I feel so bad I can't do anything good just i can do is giving dissapoinment and hurt others i just quit i can't do anything good in academic i am pressurized so much i am suffocated i just don't know now i feel like sucide is the only option ending all the suffering .
i used to think life is suffering and those who enjoy suffering and don't give they live the life and i thought I was that but I just gave up . thankyou everyone for making me laugh and giving me joy I hope I will get better in future I just fail and fail every entrence exam idk if I could ever found good college I am stupid i wish i will live good but idk I can't
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i used to think life is suffering and those who enjoy suffering and don't give they live the life and i thought I was that but I just gave up . thankyou everyone for making me laugh and giving me joy I hope I will get better in future I just fail and fail every entrence exam idk if I could ever found good college I am stupid i wish i will live good but idk I can't
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Is there any MBBS student here?? I need urgent help so please reply... The help is a bit risky...
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Uh idk what to say , I'm writing and am thinking of context as I'm going on,
Ok'here's a question,
Can humans gain superpowers if just focused too deep and actually tried to figure out those ki or mana type shit , like can be actually because superhumans , if it's just a matter of clear focus and understanding 🤔 ,
(BTW this whole thing I didn't plan to write when pressed confess button)
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Ok'here's a question,
Can humans gain superpowers if just focused too deep and actually tried to figure out those ki or mana type shit , like can be actually because superhumans , if it's just a matter of clear focus and understanding 🤔 ,
(BTW this whole thing I didn't plan to write when pressed confess button)
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I feel I've becoming what i hated..
I hated how rudely people talked to me especially my relatives.. with time i developed defence and went to talk even more rudely when those people spoke to me.. but now i see i talk rudely sometimes to people when i shouldn't.. or only because i disagree some opinion they have or they hurt me little.. and i get super blunt to roast which effects relationship with parents me and relatives
One example my youngest aunt .. her husband died 4 5 month ago after having illness of 6 7 month .. we had good relationship but most had ignored her and some even tried to took advantage.. which hurt her .. now she came to our home few months ago it was okay .. but this time today she came everything was ok untill in lunch she asked what benifit I'd get from last yr program i had on mtts .. i said its not scholarship type program or its not giving me any degree advantage.. it's just learning or experience.. she said i was scammeed.. govt gave the proffesor fund they stole that and give little part of that ..we argud a lot and eventually.. i got triggered as she was against me going to private colleges as according to her i wouldn't get to have the ability to pay fees and its useless she against me taking science she was against me preparing for neet and was against me taking drop and when i failed they told me told u not to we warnned you to not do those things .. so today i went little far to explain that even if it was useless i liked to do that mtts program.. when u go to travel what benifit u get .. same .. and idk why i bluntly said people dont understand when they hurt others but feel twice the pain when someone else hurt that way .. she cried and left our home immidiately ...mom criticized me .. i blamed myself and not explained anything and staying silent since than..
Nah i feel the mistake was too big and too obvious to ignore for long
How it'll be ever normal again if it goes normal I'll forget everything and do same mistake.. but how i should be proceed again in any situations I mean if this is uncontrollable to me .. if I can't manage to talk through this small issue and create this big scene what I'll even gonna do in bigger more serious situation in future.. I'm in my 20s now ..i haven't learned anything necessary to live .. i haven't even learnt how to talk like a normal human... i haven't leanrt anything good in life ... The life is a loosing game i feel .. i haven't learnt any good skill behaviour anything to live life .. I'm hating myself for staying alive and I'm hating myself as i dont know If i ever do any such things.. which will result in me living this life which in result would make me feel more and more pain and go isolated..why my brain became like this ..
#sorry
I hated how rudely people talked to me especially my relatives.. with time i developed defence and went to talk even more rudely when those people spoke to me.. but now i see i talk rudely sometimes to people when i shouldn't.. or only because i disagree some opinion they have or they hurt me little.. and i get super blunt to roast which effects relationship with parents me and relatives
One example my youngest aunt .. her husband died 4 5 month ago after having illness of 6 7 month .. we had good relationship but most had ignored her and some even tried to took advantage.. which hurt her .. now she came to our home few months ago it was okay .. but this time today she came everything was ok untill in lunch she asked what benifit I'd get from last yr program i had on mtts .. i said its not scholarship type program or its not giving me any degree advantage.. it's just learning or experience.. she said i was scammeed.. govt gave the proffesor fund they stole that and give little part of that ..we argud a lot and eventually.. i got triggered as she was against me going to private colleges as according to her i wouldn't get to have the ability to pay fees and its useless she against me taking science she was against me preparing for neet and was against me taking drop and when i failed they told me told u not to we warnned you to not do those things .. so today i went little far to explain that even if it was useless i liked to do that mtts program.. when u go to travel what benifit u get .. same .. and idk why i bluntly said people dont understand when they hurt others but feel twice the pain when someone else hurt that way .. she cried and left our home immidiately ...mom criticized me .. i blamed myself and not explained anything and staying silent since than..
Nah i feel the mistake was too big and too obvious to ignore for long
How it'll be ever normal again if it goes normal I'll forget everything and do same mistake.. but how i should be proceed again in any situations I mean if this is uncontrollable to me .. if I can't manage to talk through this small issue and create this big scene what I'll even gonna do in bigger more serious situation in future.. I'm in my 20s now ..i haven't learned anything necessary to live .. i haven't even learnt how to talk like a normal human... i haven't leanrt anything good in life ... The life is a loosing game i feel .. i haven't learnt any good skill behaviour anything to live life .. I'm hating myself for staying alive and I'm hating myself as i dont know If i ever do any such things.. which will result in me living this life which in result would make me feel more and more pain and go isolated..why my brain became like this ..
#sorry
Does anyone know a channel where i can find series? Multiple audio, multiple quality.
I need it for my database 🥀
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I need it for my database 🥀
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Hey wassup people.
Soo I m gonna work on myself after 21days I will tell you guys how many days i have followed it..
Here is the list which I m aiming to do
1) run everyday try atleast 4 km and try to do push-up and increase it day by day
2) use insta less than 30 min
3) study atleast 4 hr may be join Library
4) try to learn about market, sip and all if i will get free time
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Soo I m gonna work on myself after 21days I will tell you guys how many days i have followed it..
Here is the list which I m aiming to do
1) run everyday try atleast 4 km and try to do push-up and increase it day by day
2) use insta less than 30 min
3) study atleast 4 hr may be join Library
4) try to learn about market, sip and all if i will get free time
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So me and my ex broke up he made another girlfriend like a month later didn't tell me we were still in touch I never stopped loving him
When I found out I was devasted and felt like I was cheated on cause for me we were never broken up but still I mean
After everything acceptance and all
We both have again started feeling something it's more from my side from my side love has always been constant and huge both he was the one who first backed off then later now he is again a little back giving me hopes
But the thing is he is still in relationship with that new girl
I really don't know what to do
Be a girls girl and leave him
Or choose what I love but this path is very demanding cause he is still with her she knows I m his ex she knows me we had normal Convo too cause u know when I came to know about her it was through her only
What should I do?
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When I found out I was devasted and felt like I was cheated on cause for me we were never broken up but still I mean
After everything acceptance and all
We both have again started feeling something it's more from my side from my side love has always been constant and huge both he was the one who first backed off then later now he is again a little back giving me hopes
But the thing is he is still in relationship with that new girl
I really don't know what to do
Be a girls girl and leave him
Or choose what I love but this path is very demanding cause he is still with her she knows I m his ex she knows me we had normal Convo too cause u know when I came to know about her it was through her only
What should I do?
#ask
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Hyy Guys
I hope you are good 👍
Mujhe apni life me kuch samajh nhi aa Raha ha me currently btech kar raha hu or abhi 2nd year hu me but mujhe ye feel ho raha ha har koi mujhe buhut agge ha or mene start karne me buhut late ho gya hu.
Me ek introvert hu or mujhe buhut kamiya ha. Me plans bnta hu fir ussko follow nhi kar pta fir kud pe gussa ata ha but ye fir bhi thheek ha.
Me abhi ex chess kar form bharne ka try kar raha hu vo form sab ka fill ho raha but Mera nhi usse dekh ke mujhe or depression or anxiety feel ho rahi ha mujhe asa lagta ha me kuch nhi kar paunga.
Fir wahi suicidal thoughts anne lagte ha or ek toh family kuch baat samajhti nhi. Me apni life se buhut thak chuka hu roj ek hi ek dukh or wahi manhoos din me socha raha hu apni life end kar lu. Mujhe bass shanti chiye.
Aap hi bato me kya karu???
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I hope you are good 👍
Mujhe apni life me kuch samajh nhi aa Raha ha me currently btech kar raha hu or abhi 2nd year hu me but mujhe ye feel ho raha ha har koi mujhe buhut agge ha or mene start karne me buhut late ho gya hu.
Me ek introvert hu or mujhe buhut kamiya ha. Me plans bnta hu fir ussko follow nhi kar pta fir kud pe gussa ata ha but ye fir bhi thheek ha.
Me abhi ex chess kar form bharne ka try kar raha hu vo form sab ka fill ho raha but Mera nhi usse dekh ke mujhe or depression or anxiety feel ho rahi ha mujhe asa lagta ha me kuch nhi kar paunga.
Fir wahi suicidal thoughts anne lagte ha or ek toh family kuch baat samajhti nhi. Me apni life se buhut thak chuka hu roj ek hi ek dukh or wahi manhoos din me socha raha hu apni life end kar lu. Mujhe bass shanti chiye.
Aap hi bato me kya karu???
#ask
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Yaar i asked for medical students to reach out to me... No one came for help... If there is someone please help me
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Juliet
There’s something about your name that feels like it was never meant to be spoken lightly. It lingers—like a thought that refuses to fade, like a moment that stretches just a little longer than time allows.
I don’t know if it’s the way you exist so effortlessly, or the way you seem to carry both calm and chaos in the same breath. Being around you feels like standing at the edge of something vast—beautiful, a little dangerous, and impossible to ignore.
If I’m honest, it’s not just your smile or your presence. It’s the way you make the world feel… less ordinary. As if everything dull suddenly sharpens, and everything distant comes closer. You don’t try to be unforgettable, and yet somehow, you are.
I won’t pretend this is simple. Feelings like this rarely are. But if there’s one thing I know, it’s that meeting you changed something in me—quietly, deeply, and in a way I can’t undo.
@slave_buyer If you ever wondered whether you matter more than you realize, the answer is yes.
Always has been.
—Yours, in a way words can barely hold
#confess
There’s something about your name that feels like it was never meant to be spoken lightly. It lingers—like a thought that refuses to fade, like a moment that stretches just a little longer than time allows.
I don’t know if it’s the way you exist so effortlessly, or the way you seem to carry both calm and chaos in the same breath. Being around you feels like standing at the edge of something vast—beautiful, a little dangerous, and impossible to ignore.
If I’m honest, it’s not just your smile or your presence. It’s the way you make the world feel… less ordinary. As if everything dull suddenly sharpens, and everything distant comes closer. You don’t try to be unforgettable, and yet somehow, you are.
I won’t pretend this is simple. Feelings like this rarely are. But if there’s one thing I know, it’s that meeting you changed something in me—quietly, deeply, and in a way I can’t undo.
@slave_buyer If you ever wondered whether you matter more than you realize, the answer is yes.
Always has been.
—Yours, in a way words can barely hold
#confess