Happy pride month everyone. We'll go a long, queer way. 🤍

The worst part is that I no longer have trust in myself. I've come to believe that I'm gonna be a screw-up in anything I start.

تنها چیزی که همیشه باهامون میمونه حسرته.

Like, I've always wanted to learn more than two languages but the older I get, the less the possibility.
Or I've wanted to learn more than one musical instrument, to try different fields of art, to learn ice skating, to learn programming and Python, etc. And I know I won't enjoy these things as much, after a certain age.
Or I've wanted to ask a friend of mine out for ages, but always hesitated because I was afraid of being rejected or laughed at due to my questioning orientations.

And I'm someone who always encourages people to be themselves, to consider themselves valid if not out, to have compassion, love, and kindness in heart; to be a safe person, at all time.

But the thing is, even I don't take myself seriously, why should anyone else?

From this point on, I really need to be drunk.

Nick Cave and Warren Ellis - Push the Sky Away | Live at Sydney Opera House

Last day, I hope.

I think I want to turn off my phone for some time. I really have mixed feelings about it. :)))

Everything is just too tough.

سه روزه که پشت هم آزمون داشتم و الان که اومدم شماره پروندمو بردارم دیدم فارغ از نتیجه، خوشحالم که آخرشه.

چه زود میگذره حقیقتا.
انگار همین دیروز بود که اواخر خرداد اولین برنامه واسه کنکورم رو گرفتم و بهش گفتم بابا یه سال خوندن که کاری نداره. :)))

منتظرم ببینم بعد ۱۱ام هم چیزی دارم دربارش حرف بزنم یا مغزم ته میکشه. :)))