И я не маньяк, Просто Я так боюсь, Что ты можешь Уйти и сказать: «Не Вернусь»

I miss her even when she hurt me so much

Потрать свою жизнь на меня чтобы в итоге прожить ее зря

You want to feel the splash, only a royal flush, but you take what they give you

I feel disgusted with myself

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Мне всегда хотелось иметь здоровый организм

I tearfully pray every day that I won't just die one day

I don't know what else can be squeezed out of me, i'm tired

And I don't know when else I'll be able to just walk around like that, not thinking about how I could feed myself today so that I wouldn't die one day. I want everything to be the same as before, I don't want to worry about my condition. I'm very scared that I won't be able to get up, I'm very scared of my current condition. I don't want to die, I don't want to get sick, I don't want it to end this way

Youth and pain are forgotten soon, wiping away your tears you laugh again

Я не хочу умирать