It's actually came like that out of factory btw

I sleep like that btw

I do have this rn

I’m at a lower point than I thought I’d be today

I feel alone and crowded and like I wanna do everything but also wanna just sit here and rot and blah blah blah

I just want my own place already I want my book done I wanna go do something somewhere with someone but ugh everything I want is so far away or just so hard to obtain

Can’t tell if I hate myself or my situation, I certainly don’t love myself yet I know that