I sleep like that btw

I do have this rn

I’m at a lower point than I thought I’d be today

I feel alone and crowded and like I wanna do everything but also wanna just sit here and rot and blah blah blah

I just want my own place already I want my book done I wanna go do something somewhere with someone but ugh everything I want is so far away or just so hard to obtain

Can’t tell if I hate myself or my situation, I certainly don’t love myself yet I know that

Poor baby

Dude hate situation , because even i know that Canadas housing crisis is a thing

I mean yeah but it’s different for me, I do have my own land and this house is in my name I just need to do some extra stuff it’s… complicated

Oh

I don't know fool story tho z i only know bits and pieces

Yeah, but god I feel so weird lately

Aren't we all ?

I mean yeah

I just feel slow lately is all, idk like the lonely feeling drags me down, I know I’m not alone but I just FEEL alone, I think I miss having a boyfriend but at the same time I don’t want a boyfriend or at least a fully dedicated relationship at least rn

How it feels to be admin of nieche telegram channel (it's not nieche it's just has no subscribers)

How it feels to be a severe pervert with a heavy heart

I drank a couple extra cups of coffee and I feel much better now