Damnit

Still getting nightmares

Been up to stuff all day, I wanted to change my right click context menu but the trustedinstaller on windows wouldn't allow me to edit that in the registry, so all day i eorked on setting up a windows PE usb so I could just edit the registry without windows being loaded so there is no trustedinstaller to stop me, setting up windows pe is pretty straight forward but I also wanted to have the EFI shell as well for low level stuff so I spent a really long time researching how to do that and I had to learn how to configure the grub bootloader and compile it very cool but yeah I have the usb now so I can fuck with whatever I want(somewhat) on a firmware level or edit windows stuff. All of this to add an option to the context menu on windows ;-;.

But yeah if I'm gonna get any further I need to know things for real instead of knowing what exists and the edits people have done I need to learn C and that is one of my goals. I haven't been able to complete any courses on my own and I think the structure of a in person college course will help me complete courses.

Now that I'm back in college (btw getting in isn't a big deal really they accept people who don't even have a diploma, I have one but yeah, I also am going in non-degree seeking so I don't have to worry about some prerequisites) and there's less pressure this time I hope I can directly get into a programming course it need to start from the beginning because my knowledge is very fractured, I know some of some things and how it works but I don't know the specifics, and even though I'm certified in JavaScript I haven't touched that in like 6 years and don't remember anything. But yeah im feeling better about this time motivation wise which was the killer the last 2 times.

There are still some classes that I can register for so we'll see what I can do but no promises to myself because I really don't know but it is different this time so there's a chance it will work out

Fuckkkkkk fuel is gonna cost so much