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The fact that some mental disorders are prevalent in a certain percentage of the population regardless of culture means that some disorders had to persist in generation after generation for thousands of years, meaning they may have biologically significant effects that were equal to or advantageous for long term survival and natural selection.

So you're probably a lot more capable than you think you are. The "issue" is that the society that has been developed does not accommodate the conditions that allow you to properly thrive. Knowing this can help gain a new perspective on how you understand your disabilities impact on yourself.