Here is an image a friends friend took of the Artemis launch today

I saw it from across the state very amazing

To infinity and beyond!

Crazy you can see the exhaust from 150mi (~200km) away

Only the moon and eventually mars unfortunately

On other notes

My depression has gotten significantly worse, like worse worse, I do nothing all day and I can't even do basic tasks or have the energy to eat and most of the time I'm just sitting at my computer doing nothing all day I'm glad atleast I can get myself to shower

Like it's so bad honestly the like idk the weight is just immense I guess is the only way to explain it

I don't get it

I mean I would explain more but like I don't feel like doing that

Idk why I'm so excited and proud that these missions are happening again I mean I don't think it's an entirely bad thing but I don't want to think about the negatives in the future

Like all the neighbors came out to watch it too it's insane to think how many people all over the state and south GA could see that and the millions of people watching from across the country and world, like I never thought that I'd be in a major historical event, even if it is just crewed flyby which is the standard procedure for the early missions of landing on another planet and testing hardware and the technological progress that this is even though the pinnacle of is insane

*stuffs your face into my armpit* HAHA april fools! i got you g- h-hey wait, w-why are you sniffing? eep! *squirms* stop-mfgggh stop licking them that tickles hehe >_<

I'm so bored