Want to take a moment to (apologize?) for being somewhat emotionally distant/absent

I'm still not doing well a bunch of the time if I'm to be completely honest

Tonight in particular is yet another harder one too


Thank you for still being around & kind to me in the channel & stream chats, etc respectively where y'all have been

Appreciate it deeply
(Especially whilst I'm pretty low on mental stability & energy in keeping things <..& myself> afloat)


No doubt a fair amount of you are dealing with your own hardships, hurdles & struggles too (which just makes me all the more grateful again) & I wish each and every one of you all the love, support, & lift-up in life y'all need & deserve


Stay strong, kind to one another & doing good things in life that make it easier, more enriching & fulfilling for yourselves, & others too.


It's the light that you all shine into this world that keeps it bright & beautiful

& for the few of us struggling to see that at the moment: know you're not alone & that you have friends around you whom want for your success & well-being


We're in this together

Domino been to the vet n back, grocery shopping done

& Just soaking foot (with a suspected glass-shard splinter in it)

Late start to stream again today Sorry

(Mondays Stream will be postponed to 'some time over the next few days around medical & Vet appointments' or might fall by the wayside if too exhausted)

If it does happen: will likely be a productive music-only kinda vibe


Apologies again for the delay n hiccups folks

This week is a rather more intense one than I was anticipating 😮‍💨

Domino off to the vet for her Dental, back home with a new slicker brush & new collars for both the beans also (a sweet pink with white polka dots for Domi when she's back later today, and a blue Spacey one with a black bell for Raven!)

It's strange feeling a bit disconnected from appetite recently: so managing eating is more a case of speculating 'when did I eat last?' and 'if it's a good idea to do that again yet'


But Hatt dang!

Even if I don't feel the impulse as reflexively, food still smells & tastes SO GUUD 💕

Might Attempt to Clip more bits from Stream in the Future (watchers of are certainly encouraged to also!)

https://clips.twitch.tv/ConcernedBadTortoiseFunRun-NGvhoj83RXfXKIMV