I know I’ve been missing. And “missing” is an understatement.

Let me just be honest with you all.

When I came back in end of Feb, I thought I’ll plan everything properly, get things in order, and keep it going. And I was doing it.

BRTs, OBTs, tests were happening. Parallelly planning the next phase too.

Then my offline role started on 2nd March. And I genuinely thought I’ll manage both. It didn’t happen that way.

Things started piling up. Laptop needed repair, wasted a lot of time.

Telegram kept logging me out from all devices frequently.

Every time I’d come back, more messages, more doubts, more backlog.

And I didn’t know what to reply with. Because my own plan had gone blurry.

I didn’t have a clear answer for myself, so I couldn’t face you and give you one.
I thought yesterday I’ll come live.

But I didn’t have the courage to face you all.

But I have not given up. I have never given up on this. I will not give up.

Going forward, here is what changes:
1. I will honestly share my schedule with you every day. No more trying to make it look perfect. It will be a busy and tough routine, but you will know exactly when I’m available and when I’m not.
2. I will be active on this group the way I used to be. I might have less time, but I will show up. I will guide you, help you out, and answer doubts the maximum I can.
3. I will build resources as much as I can. Staying practical. Staying true to timing. So that consistency doesn’t lag.
4. I will share my restructured plan with you all.
5. The login issue seems sorted for now. But I’m keeping a parallel account ready as backup.

The mission stays free. That has not changed and will not change.

There is a lot I have planned for this, and there is a reason I joined offline. Without the financial backup I can’t build what I want to build for you all.

Sorry for this unavailability. Sorry for all the stress. I will try my best to reply to each one of you by this Sunday.

Please spread this message.
I hope you will understand.

Regards,
SSB

I humbly request you to please understand. I went through your messages. Frustration is obvious. And I am not going to dismiss any of it.

Those of you who stood up for me — thank you. But please don’t go at anyone for saying what they felt.

I should have communicated. I didn’t. That is on me. I’m sorry.

But I also want to say this — I have given hours and hours to this mission keeping every personal aspiration aside. 10 tests were conducted on the given days despite everything.

There is a genuine time crunch now and I won’t make overcommitments I can’t keep. Whatever I say going forward, I will mean it.

Now practically speaking — there are 50+ personal doubts pending. It is not possible to reply to all of them at once. Common doubts I will address together.

For personal replies, I will try to be available but building Phase 2 is my priority right now and that is where my time needs to go. I hope you understand.
No more fighting. We are on the same side.

Any frustration, bring it to me. Not at each other.

I’m here. Let’s move forward.

Aaj result aa jaayega kripya panic na karein. 19th March poore din tak valid hai. Google pe baar baar search na karein. Pata chal jaayega.

Hi Everyone! GATE results aane ke baad se inbox poori tarah se flooded hai.

CSIR aur DBT ke action plan ke lite main Sunday evening live aaunga, still working on it.

Main daily kisi ek time live aake doubts dekh lunga, schedule tight hai but usi mein manage karunga. It is a request ki aap group mein hi puchh liya karein aur mujhe tag kar dein.

Too many personal messages becomes difficult to deal with considering the time crunch.

Hope you understand

Best Regards,
SSB

Hi Everyone! Let's have a quick live session at 10:30 AM. (kal wala session jo ho nahi paaya tha).
Telegram/YouTube aap sab bataiye!

We will have the live session on YouTube, as most of you suggested youtube.
Sharing the Link shortly.

Aise hi live aata rahunga. Plan aur schedule ko maarte hain goli.

High demand topics ko ek ek karke sikhata jaaunga.

Hi Everyone, I was facing severe discomfort and redness in my eyes since afternoon, taking rest. Jaise hi thik hota hoon will get back and take live sessions.

Hi Everyone, quick update. Since the last couple of days I have been dealing with severe dryness, burning sensation and redness in my eyes. Visited the doctor, there's a blood clot in the right eye. On medication and applying drops. Have been avoiding screen time because of this.

Recovering, not fully there yet but getting better. Will get back and take live sessions as soon as it settles down.

Dear Students,

I am extremely sorry for being unavailable for such a long time.

The last few months have been very challenging. After the livestream, my eye problem started. Then I had a heatstroke and was hospitalised. Alongside this, there has been an emergency at home that I am still dealing with.

Many times I sat down to message you, but I could not find the words. I am sorry for the long silence.

I wanted this to be a message about coming back. But honestly, I am not in that position right now. I will not give you a timeline, and I will not make commitments I cannot keep. What I can say is the truth — I need time.

So many of you trusted me, and I know I have not been able to stand by that trust. That is not lost on me. To come back in the real form I had wanted for this mission, I will need time to recover and sort things out on my side.

I am sorry for keeping you waiting. I am sorry for whatever time loss or damage this has caused to your preparation. Please do not let your studies wait on me, please continue your preparation. I will try to help you all with doubts, but I cannot commit to any series on YouTube as of now.

I hope you will understand. This was not an easy message for me to write.

Take care, everyone.

I will try to be back soon.

- SSB

Dear Students,

I am extremely sorry for being unavailable for such a long time.

The last few months have been very challenging. After the livestream, my eye problem started. Then I had a heatstroke and was hospitalised. Alongside this, there has been an emergency at home that I am still dealing with.

Many times I sat down to message you, but I could not find the words. I am sorry for the long silence.

I wanted this to be a message about coming back. But honestly, I am not in that position right now. I will not give you a timeline, and I will not make commitments I cannot keep. What I can say is the truth — I need time.

So many of you trusted me, and I know I have not been able to stand by that trust. That is not lost on me. To come back in the real form I had wanted for this mission, I will need time to recover and sort things out on my side.

I am sorry for keeping you waiting. I am sorry for whatever time loss or damage this has caused to your preparation. Please do not let your studies wait on me, please continue your preparation. I will try to help you all with doubts, but I cannot commit to any series on YouTube as of now.

I hope you will understand. This was not an easy message for me to write.

Take care, everyone.

I will try to be back soon.

- SSB