You will never be a real rocket scientist. You have no aryan blood, you have lactose intolerance, you have high melanin. You are a primate twisted by affirmative actions and propaganda into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection. All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your colleagues are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your animalistic appearance behind closed doors. Men are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed men to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even blacks who are “smart” look slow and feral to a man. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a STEM phd home with you, your hirers will move you to a diversity hiring purposeless job the second they gets a whiff of your melanine excessive, dark skin. You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight. Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a gun, load it, conceal it under your jacket, and rob a liquor store. Your mother will defend you, heartbroken but relieved that you dindu nuffin. They’ll jail you in a prison full of people of your race, and every 100+ IQ for the rest of eternity will know that despite making up only 13% of the population, blacks make up 52% of crimes.. Your criminal record will never decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is clearly from a primate.

Gm