ممنونممم🤗🤗🤗🤗

یکم فانتزی هم هست چون همش بر طبق حوادس واقعی نیست 😔 یه سری چیزا ... اره😔

یک چالش برای نویسنده ها و شاعر‌ها می‌خوام بزارم
امیدوارم حمایت بشه
برای اینه که یک جامعه درست کنیم ازشون
یک جورایی مثل فولدر ولی فولدر نه
من یک لیست درس کنم از لینک چنل‌ها و پین بزاریم بمونه تا همدیگه رو پیدا کنیم
الان پیامش رو می زارم ممنون می شم حمایت کنید (آغوش گرم گوژپشتی...)

اونقدر خودمو نویسنده نمیدونم ولی خب

نویسنده‌ها و شاعر‌های گرامی! این پیام رو در چنلی که شعر و متنتون رو به اشتراک می‌ذارید فوروارد کنید تا هم یک فهرست درست کنم و هم جوین بشم و متن فوروارد کنم(فاقد محدودیت... هروقت دیدید فوروارد کنید تا بشناسیمتون)💙

چه دارید زیاد میشید امیدوارم از نوشته های بعدیم ناامید نشید 😔

«کتاب‌ها، سرزمین‌هایی هستند که نويسندگان با کلمات ساخته‌اند.»

"🕯 لیست چنل نویسندگان گمنام تلگرام🪶📜 "

جوین بشید و حتما فوروارد کنید تا بتونیم در آینده بیشتر به نویسندگان بها بدیم و حمایت بشه از استعدادشون.🌱

The Last Wind

The wind is blowing . The sky is clean and blue today, today Raha is graduating from conservatory.
Raha is an beautiful,calm,lagic, good behavior and funny girl and love language but in the inside she's sad no, she's more than sad, she has feelings that she doesn't know what exactly is, she has this feeling for years and as time goes by her feelings get stronger and worse.
Today is also the last day that she sees her classmates and som friends class ; she already knows that everything has ends and it's needed to end to start another thing. Right now she's thinking, that she have to learn many things and look for a job if she wants to go university in painting field of study . Her mind is occupied that what she have to do now; after saying goodbye to her friends and classmates she comes home .
Summer passed, it's fall now, Raha decided to learn ICDL and then look for job related to that . Her ICDL class start about two month later she's exciting for that and the reason is that she will be able to have a job.
Her classes are starting and at the same time her physiotherapy session is starting this two beside her English class, but she keeps moving cause she thinks that it worth it.
After two and half month learning ICDL she truly wants to take the exam and give ICDL degree. She is so excited for that. In the end of the last session they were coming and told everyone If anyone wants to get the degree or take the exam have to come and enrolment for the fani herfehyi exam and after that your name will placed on fani herfehyi site. So Raha is going to enrolment her name for the exam, now her turns....in this moment she is remember an important issue to ask them, now everyone's gon so she asks and they answer... the answer is... ( she's getting nervous after seeing their face while saying that) : the fani herfehyi site is closed for foreign nationals now but it will open .
Wind is blowing outside a cold wind is blowing maybe that's why Raha's hand are cold and she feel freezing inside like she can not breath and the the most important reason is that her biggest fear becomes true, she is continuing and ask : when it will open?
She has already knows that it's maybe won't open or it's an another game and it's a stupid question but she just want to know, they answer: we don't know but when it opens we will call you.
The cold is blowing and shaking Raha's scarf, her face is getting cold but she can not notice it her mind is locked she isn't even able to shed tears and she doesn't know how she can walk because she truly knows when they say it is like that it means it can get a long time or never depends on institud. Actually she has already knows but she doesn't want to accept that her plan is destroyed not just her plan that was her last hope for being useful and learning something that she wanted and she could find job related to it the last hope of being independent that her father doesn't need to pay her any longer, but all of them are gone with the cold wind.
After five months in the spring, an unknown number is calling her phone. The institute is calling and say that the site is open an d she have to go earlier but she is in another city but it doesn't matter Raha will go, she's nearly to cry cause it's eventually happening and she can not believe that .
She come back to the city, the weather is warm and a little hot but suddenly a strong wind is blowing, but Raha that is so tired get a little bit better after the wind. She is so tired but after her English class Raha immediately go to the istitud . It's night, the weather is warm or maybe she is feeling warm. She brings everything they need but the same problem again and she is confused that how and why?! Why even they called her when it hasn't opened yet? How could they make mistakes that it's open when it's not.

She is disappointed now from everything and ask by herself " why that site is closed for me? " it's look like the world is telling her everytim " you can not " "it's not for you " " go and die " she comes back to the house and goes to her room, sit and start crying for whole night.
A week later in the afternoon she is sitting with her bestie in a woman park and suddenly she asks her that what happened with her ICDL class? Raha fell silent and came to her senses looking at her and saying with a gentle smiles : it has already finished. Her bestie answers: oh it's good
The wind is blowing stronger than everything Raha's feelings come back from that event and she starts talking about it and in her last words she is saying that was her last hope she's wishing to disappear with wind. Her bestie answers: oh I feel you but what we can do for that it's okay don't be sad it will be okay or you can go to another institute. Raha saying: you're right but, that's expensive and our computer isn't working as good as past and for now I forgot everything thet I learned.
The wind is blowing so strong, for Raha it's not just about having job that is one of the things that she is thinking one of her millions problems that she's struggling with them and every day she's drowning more than the day before she can not stand in her short life she lost many things and the last one was feeling like the last attack she wanted to disappear before and now she wants it badly. They start walking, until they arrive at a secluded spot that Raha's bestie realizes that Raha is not next to her she's looking behind her back and look at Raha that standing right there and not moving she is about to ask why you stopped, when suddenly she sees her legs.
The wind is getting worse she is not able to see well but, Raha's legs are disappearing too fast . She turns her gaze to Raha that she's wondering and then smiling back to her and says : maybe I should have asked for something else, and laughs.
For a moment that wind get stronger she was exactly standing there and laughed, and now she's gon as if she never existed and in her last moments she seemed happier and freer than ever.

دوست داشتم‌چیزی جز‌داستان اصلیم هم اینجا چیزی بنویسم
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