i am forever chained to myself, that's what i am and that's what i must try to live with

‏"وأن هذه الرحلة توقّفت هُنا؛ لأنها أقصى ما يمكنها أن تصل إليه، ثم تمضي الحياة."

"عاد غريبًا كما كان، رُبما كان غريبًا طوال الوقت وأنا مَن اختلقتُ الأُلفة."

"I hope you looked west while I was looking east, and that for a moment you met my eyes without knowing it. I know you never look away, ever when your eyes are closed, but I'm never certain you can see what's really there
I miss you to pieces.
Yours Always
J. "

Micah Nemerever, These Violent Delights

José Olivarez